great...2nite turned out like shit

went hanging out with L...and we talked about kissing for about...30 min without actually kissing? WTF...that has never happened before.

i really don't know what it is...not alpha male at all
and up to now, im not sure how it turned out the way it did..

maybe we aren't attracted to each other after all...and forcing everything...
why? i have no idea....i can get other women...hmmm....what am i so afraid of?


on other news...there is this girl at work that has a bf that im getting along really well with...i got a text from her this wk tellin me she' getting pretty comfortable with me....
usually i stay hands off of anything like this but this girl interests me a lot ...she seems so very unique...so powerfull...yet weak
i went out with her last weekend and for 3 hrs we talked about evrythin yet nothin...was special...hmmmm

this other girl this wk told me she was suck me off...and that we have to meet up....

this other woman from at work asked me to get in her car...then told me she wants to taste my lips..

and what have i done in all of these cases? NOTHING...frig..
thing is...i dont know why im not doin anything....:S this is one of the lower moments *sigh

hello:-)

so this weekend was interesting...i got sick on saturday and i really wanted to go to a party that would have been on the beach...but did'nt get to go...ah well...there will be another one eventually...

anyways...back to friday night...nice social episode...\
scene: table of about 20...bday dinner for a friend....i enter pretty late since i had car trouble and some friends picked me up...the important thing here is situations like these is to quickly build up value asap...

important points

1. shout and chat briefly to the host of the party once you arive; basic move, but shows u were approved by the same person that approved them

2. befriend any women that you know in the slightest bit...even if you just recognize them from somewhere....this builds value to other women who may be at the table..eventually once u keep doin this...u become automatically approved...also..this builds other value to other men who recognize you and a friendly sociable person who is comfortable with woman

3. always have an interesting story at the table you can talk about that happened the same wk..builds even more value if you can have the whole table listen to your story

4. once you've built up enough value, talking to other women at the table becomes natural....since they are more receptive after you show that you are approved

do you believe i lent a female friend my car today...to go to the vet.......she looks hott....i lent her...i did this not supplicating...but because she's a good friend and if it was a male friend i would've done the same.....

but then...when she has left....she calls me and tells me 'i have some bad news....i did'nt hit your car...but its bad' she gets bak now...i go outside...girl starts sayin sry all the ...do u bElievE that this woman put her dog in the back of my car...and the car PEED up the backseat??!?!??! peed on the book i use for studyin too! lesson learnt
*never lend your car to a woman thats going to a vet*

"if anything....take her....and build comfort by doing this..not because ure a wuss...but treat her as u would a male friend....if she is your good friend"

so......today was a bank holiday....

can't believe i went to a beach today to look for a gf of mine....and turns out...her cell phone was in the car all the time...so i was at the beach for about 45 min just looking for this girl and neva found her! sigh.....lesson learnt
1. Always call first so you don't waste time and gas on a girl

went over by l today..the level of comfort with her is increasing...damn she looked sexy in that short striped dress today....so sorry i had to leave early....i know there will be other opportunities though....fools rush in.....there is no need to rush
2. Fools rush in

off to have some sleep....

brief introduction for my first post.....

even though i am an aston martin lover....i do not own an aston martin yet.....i am not rich yet..but i have a relatively good job.......i'm 23
i love women...and i love all the phases in getting to know women......i love people in general....

my goal...to meet as many women as possible....so i can find that one i can settle with....and be happy with for the rest of my life......

my story begins here...actually, it begain a while ago.....but now begins the documentary....
every day will be a new tale........prepare ureself......my life can be a crazy one :-)